Sunday, October 08, 2006

people always associate songs with their feelings.jiwang songs when they are in love, melancholic song when they are depressed, rock song when all hells breaks loose.i for one is a sucker for those touchy sad song coz sometimes i can relate to them through my experiences.not that i have that many haha.my song that sums me up would be michael buble's "home".although the song is about a guy who misses his girlfriend so much that he wants to go home, i have a very different interpretation of that song.in that song there is a part that says "i am surrounded by a million people but i still feels alone".haa that really hits me man cuz i have that feeling since i was a kid.i was always moving from one place to another, back and forth from malaysia to england so i end up having lots of friends but none that last very long.i hadnt had the chance to properly bond with them coz by that time , i would be off again somewhere else. and being in a new place is always tough, especially mingling in.its hard to get accepted right away and i had a hard time doing that in the beginning.so you can see why that even though i have lots of friends (not a million la hehe but still) but i still feels alone.now more than ever. haaa

new kid on the blog.. haha i know its lame but hey thats sums up what i am now.thanks to my lecturer on bloggerology (tq hasz!!) now i have the necessary know how on doing it! haha .except i dont know what to write...yet ... huhu so hard to think of something to write...